"I-ya,
I against I,
Flesh of my flesh,
And mind of my mind,
Two of a kind but one won't survive,
My images reflect in the enemies eye,
And his images reflect in in mine the same time"
"Hey! what do u think about this? do u wanna be a part of it?"
FUCK!!!
there are times like these... when u have to fight urself...
Problems arise when there are the two of you in one and only one can have its way..
its the situation when u cnt bring the two to a consensus, so they fight.
Only one shall survive....... who will???
FUCK!!!
FUCK!!!
FUCK!!!
I cnt get my mind off it... and in knw thats not possible before i let them battle it out..
But, in the end, I am the one who loses...
If put in a situation, where either u may chase your dreams to success or failure on one side, where u have no one, absofuckinlutely no one by ur side... on the other side, is ur routine practically led life, where everyone is there beside you...
What would you choose?
pat will come the reply, go for ur dreams, live for urself blah blah blah
CRAP!
Do you know how big is it? its abt the whole of my life... its abt my career, my future, dreams, those dreams i've been living in since childhood, its about me, family, pride, pressure, expectations.........
I wanna run away!!
But, there's no escape.... Hw cn i escape myself... I am answerable to me myself...
I have to listen to myself...
DAMNED BE THE VOICES IN MY HEAD!!!
Its all gonna be over now.... One of them has to die... The battle has begun...
waiting for the outcome...
" Right here is where the end gon' start at,
Conflict, Contact, Combat,
Fighters stand where the land is marked at,
Settle the dispute about who the livest,
3 word answer,
Whoever survive this,
Only one of us can ride forever,
So you and I cant ride together,
Can't live or cant die together,
All we can do is collide together,
So I skillfully apply the pressure,
Won't stop until I'm forever... One!"
About Me
- Abhi
- India
- "There is no dark side of the moon really. Matter of fact it's all dark."
6 comments:
abe ye maine nai likha... i mean the track...
this is blade 2 soundtrack by mos def!
You don't want to be told the winner option, right?
It happens, Abhishek. I have encountered this tussle between Prateeksha and I very recently.
It was about a transformation. An evolution. Prateeksha wanted to remain the way she had been for past 20 years, I wanted to become the woman I had always looked upon.
And in the course of this duel, I simply couldn't keep my mind. I won't come to understand what might be the right idea, for what Prateeksha said was time-tested and already accepted in my circle and what I dared to believe would open new horizons for me.
I left it there.For the two of them to sort out. And in sometime, after I consciously had pushed away the thought in the unconsciousness, I got my answer.
Might work for you too.
Luck!
okz....mujhe nhi pata tha.....
awesome wrk dude the issues u addressed is the same thing which is experienced by each n every person...especially at this junction of lyf..
nice of writting down everything in a single place...
dude this is what i was talking about........the form of writing which appeals to people like me........so relatable......i never knew u were a writer and a poet.....:)
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