I against I

"I-ya,
I against I,
Flesh of my flesh,
And mind of my mind,
Two of a kind but one won't survive,
My images reflect in the enemies eye,
And his images reflect in in mine the same time"



"Hey! what do u think about this? do u wanna be a part of it?"

FUCK!!!

there are times like these... when u have to fight urself...
Problems arise when there are the two of you in one and only one can have its way..

its the situation when u cnt bring the two to a consensus, so they fight.
Only one shall survive....... who will???

FUCK!!!
FUCK!!!
FUCK!!!


I cnt get my mind off it... and in knw thats not possible before i let them battle it out..
But, in the end, I am the one who loses...


If put in a situation, where either u may chase your dreams to success or failure on one side, where u have no one, absofuckinlutely no one by ur side... on the other side, is ur routine practically led life, where everyone is there beside you...
What would you choose?

pat will come the reply, go for ur dreams, live for urself blah blah blah

CRAP!

Do you know how big is it? its abt the whole of my life... its abt my career, my future, dreams, those dreams i've been living in since childhood, its about me, family, pride, pressure, expectations.........

I wanna run away!!

But, there's no escape.... Hw cn i escape myself... I am answerable to me myself...
I have to listen to myself...

DAMNED BE THE VOICES IN MY HEAD!!!

Its all gonna be over now.... One of them has to die... The battle has begun...
waiting for the outcome...



" Right here is where the end gon' start at,
Conflict, Contact, Combat,
Fighters stand where the land is marked at,
Settle the dispute about who the livest,
3 word answer,
Whoever survive this,
Only one of us can ride forever,
So you and I cant ride together,
Can't live or cant die together,
All we can do is collide together,
So I skillfully apply the pressure,
Won't stop until I'm forever... One!"

The Call

Another battered corpse

He died

Happy

Warm

Red

Bathe me …

Let me be free

Let me take control

I’d take u there

To the catacombs

Dark

Endless

I’d show you the rabbit hole

Yes, this is your chance

I’d solve the mysteries of the universe

I’d answer all your questions

Light

Ignite

The music

Intoxicating

Nourishing me

Feeding me

Lovely taste

Frighteningly real

Burying you in me

Melting in me

Frighteningly real

Come to me, wont u?

Black Mist

The previous posts, they're straight out f my diary....
This one is actually dated today...
I am in a total messed up state of mind.. I dont know what's wrong...
M's blog inspired me to start one of my own.. But I dont have an actual reason of my own

M not here to tell others how i feel, or how bad my writing skills are..
I knw m nt gud at expression...
I dnt knw why i am here...

Anyway, here the one for today goes...

A dead corpse

Marvelous

Squashed

Bloodied

Engraved on Earth

Beautiful

The Black Mist

The Mist Monsters

The trees

They’ve turned purple

The apples are blue

So are the lips

Seductive

Seducing

The Black Mist

The Mist Monsters

I love you

Are you going to kill me too?

It’s the dusk

The light is fading

White

The Black Mist

The Mist Monsters

They’re here.