a sinking feeling.

Something happened, didn't it? Or was it just an illusion?

U think u saw a shadow around the corner. Wasn't it her?
cud she be?

something's wrong.. isn't it? but u can't place what it is.. in fact, there shouldn't be.. U have no reason to doubt..
or do u?

then why is it that u have this feeling, and even if its there, why doesn't it go away?

why do feel like a clock's ticking.. slowly and steadily.. what are u afraid of? It cant strike 12 again.. right?


right?



Why do u feel like you're going down? as if you're being swallowed by the past and the future?

What is past is past, right? or is it just past?






I don't know what it is..

It just makes me feel like m falling, falling freely...
Its like as if someone threw me off into a dark, bottomless pit..
Its like coming down in a roller coaster..
Its like that first proposal, which met a pair of cold eyes..
Its like when you saw that girl u liked, with someone else..
Its like that feeling, just before you fainted because of that accident injury..
Its like that moment of despair, when that machine broke down just when u were about to win..
Its like when u flunked that term paper..
Its like what you felt when u didn't see your name on that list..
Its like what you felt when u crashed your new car onto a divider..
Its like what you felt when you were about to let someone very dear go..

Its like when you knew u had screwed it all up..


its a sinking feeling..